Any traits or issues you dislike? You hate you do X thing since it upsets people? For me it's routine. My whole family outside of myself went on vacations the sisters to Tampa mom/dad to Vegas. My "routine" I THOUGHT was to get all the suitcases on the porch and get the laundry into the washer ASAP. Since it may be dirty (whether WORN OR NOT WORN it's ALL TOSSED together so ALL IS DIRTY! Technically speaking). I fought with my lithe sisters (not "little" they are 12 and 14) over getting there suitcases outside. I yelled etc. and they say "Pushed them" I don't believe I did. The other older sister came in and took the girls for the night.
The 14 year old I did her suitcase but the 12 yr. old was empty?! ODD! I later called her and she says "Oh the clean is put in the drawer and the dirty in the hamper. THAT IS WHAT I WAS TRYING TO AVOID SCREW GETTING DAMN HEADPHONES OTHER s**t OUT! ALL CLOTHES DIRTY/CLEAN GO IN THE WASHER! SUITCASES IMO OUTSIDE FIRST! SHEESH!
So routine and planning tends to upset family.
I have the routine of coffee/breakfast before I start my day "As in start cleaning etc." so that's get up 8,9,10 do the coffee/breakfast routine FIRST and dad always gets agitated "Oh ya you have a "routine" first!"
When we go somewhere I usually recite ok place 1 then 2 then 3 etc. right? Listing is "fine" for grocery but confuses my family when it's locations such as stores. In there eyes if we get to X store fine if not Who cares. BUT IMO I CARE ABOUT GETTING TO THE STORE! That we get ALL WE NEED/WANT from all locations! I don't want "Oh forgot the shoe store so can't buy new shoes you needed" THAT'S WHY I RECITE SHOE STORE THEN GROCERY STORE ETC.
Mom just texted on the suitcase issue. She said "no big deal" since at least she put the dirty in the hamper. SHEESH!
Wish I wouldn't let things be a big deal or upset people or me so much. After upsetting people I'm depressed and cry and am emotionally drained. IT'S IMPORTANT TO ME!
I DON'T GO THROUGH LIFE IF WE GET TO X RIDE AT DISNEY OR Y STORE TODAY OR NOT NO BIG DEAL IT'S A BIG DEAL TO ME!
26 Mar 2014, 7:07 pm
