There's nothing wrong with wanting some companionship, but not just for being handy around the home. I do my own small repairs around my place, I always have.
Even when I was a young girl, my dad, who was handy with home DIY, would show me how to do things. Nothing major, just things where I'm handy with drills and screwdrivers and minor repairs or improvements. I've always kept my own basic tools, a drill, screwdrivers, spirit level, pliers, nails, paintbrushes, etc.
I've painted my family home's entire interior including tricky Edwardian bannisters, replaced toilet cistern parts, repaired holes in sheetrock, replaced an interior door and sanded it and hung it correctly and reinstalled handle hardware, repaired plumbing. And a lot of this was even before the internet existed and you could follow Youtubes "how to"s.
I wouldn't want to be any other way; I think it's important for girls and women to actually know how be self sufficient in practical things around the home, the same way that boys and men ought to know how to do their own laundry or basic cooking. And for more complex issues, you just have to hire the appropriate repair person.
Personally I love living alone, and I also feel content not to pursue any more romantic connections; I'm kind of "done." It would take a seriously special person for me to trust again or want to have to compromise how I've come to like living. It's not worth the disruption anymore, for me personally.