kraftiekortie wrote:
There's no such thing as an "empty" mind.
Paradoxically, a mind that is "empty" is quite full, poignant even--especially to the person experiencing the "empty" mind.
I think I fairly described myself. If I have to describe my autism, I would say it feels like someone hit me on the head with a crowbar several times, and now the brain is damaged in this regard. The neurological functioning is messed up. My prior boss affectionately said to me "your brain is like swiss cheese" (meaning it has holes in it).
I seem to function dynamically, whereas NT people seem to operate with pre-conceived ideas in their head. I am just not sure precisely what that is, or how to fully explain it.
For example, if confronted with a new problem:
a. A NT person may quickly say ".. you just do X, Y, Z .. "
b. Whereas , I think deeply about it, and realize that X, Y, Z are missing details. So, that to me, the NT person seems to have X, Y, Z as a stored pre-conceived idea; whereas I function dynamically, dynamic thinking.