ImeldaJace wrote:
I am always a complete wreak during thunderstorms. I am a little bit of a wreak when there is low pressure, (for example, if there is going to be a storm later in the day or something) but I at least don't panic like I do when there is thunder.
I am absolutely terrified if thunder storms. I react to them like a scared 4 year old, except that I'm almost 19! I get scared. I cover my ears and I always want to curl up in a ball under a blanket or table. I sometimes start hyperventilating and go into a full blown panic attack.
During low pressure weather of any kind, I get cranky and I just feel "off." It's kind of funny how I finally made the connection. There would be days that I would be cranky, restless, and anxious for no apparent reason. On one of those types of days I noticed that my pet goats were also nervous and I knew that they were nervous because the weather was strange.
I'm a guy and twice your age. A thunderstorm is absolutely guaranteed to send me into full scale meltdown. Thankfully in this part of the world (South-East England) they are few and far between.
Last summer there was a really big storm in the middle of the night and you could find me curled up at the bottom of the stairs crying my eyes out repeating "go away, go away" over and over and rocking back and forth.
Bear in mind this AS thing is very new to me, so it wasn't even on my radar, but now it all makes sense.
ETA:
I think a lot of it comes down to control. Generally if I can feel something is getting too much for me and I'm heading for overload, I can just take myself away, and often go into shutdown mode. With a storm, I have no control at all, I can't get away from it, so I can't avoid the overload so I go into meltdown.
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