so i think ive figured out why everything has been "turned upside down" and it feels like im back at age 6 with my symptoms and problems(besides the obvious of not having the med).
this med is a big chunck of my routine... i wake up at 7, and take the med, eat some, and tiredly play my 3ds until a few hours later it kicks in.... without it... its like waking up at 7 doesnt make sense, and the pattern ive been so accustomed to since 2009, has just poofed away "into thin air".
just waking up isn really a big part of it, its the things i do once i wake up... that prove to not serve a purpose once im not on the med.
im not even sure what i could do that would work and remedy this... and i start spazing out from just trying to figure it out... theres and overwhelming amount of things that change because of this. i already was having problems hanging on with the med, but now that i dont, im also stuck in how to overcome this(right now getting the med isnt an option(theres quite a few of my previous posts/replies on here that goes in much more details on just the med).
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disclaimer: there are quite a few "tapp-o"s while using my phone. if i dont recognize it, and if it doesnt seem to make sense, then the chances of it being a tapp-o (typo) are very high.
*currently using iPhone 4*
