Other than little side jobs, I am not working now because of my health. Before that I always worked. I went through the humiliation of being let go from a number of minimum wage jobs. I wasn't late or insubordinate. It was because I couldn't even put together a whopper for Burger King together in a timely manner.
As I got older I finally got the basics down but it was not until about five years of being let go from so many jobs.
Over the past 20 years or so, I was self employed. I had a licensed day care in my home among others. Somehow, the universe always brought creatively wired children and I developed a reputation as "the miracle worker." We had an enormous amount of fun.
There is something I would like to share though. When my first husband was diagnosed with terminal leukemia 24 years ago we had what we were told was a "miracle drug" that was illegal in the U.S. smuggled in. It was very expensive, very covert. For three and a half years I worked 3 jobs, 80 to 90 hours a week. During those three and a half years ai had 2 days off when I did not work any jobs. One was a Thanksgiving. The other was a Christmas. I just did it because that is what I thought would save Larrys life.
I did not know that I was Autistic. I did always know that I was different. I attributed my "Wonder Woman" abilities[ still cooked, cleaned, spent time with kids] to my differentness. I believed, and still do, that the same weirdness that had made so many simple things in my life so difficult, even impossible, was the same thing that kept me going on automatic for those years. I never felt sorry for myself for not having a life. I felt that this was my life, what I was supposed to be doing at the time, so I did it.
My executive skills suck. I am always tired ]pre cancer too] and I complain and throw pity parties now and then. As I recall,during those yearsI never did any of that. My point is, as Autistics,though sometimes the simplest tasks seem impossible, that we are the best at the "impossible" ones.
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