My sleeping patterns are royally screwed up. For months now I'm up every night until at least 2 AM or even later watching Youtube or playing The Sims, and some days I get up at around 10 or 11 but other days I sleep in past noon. Like today, I slept in until 2pm and I'm still not feeling fully awake. When I sleep really late like that I have strange, seemingly never-ending dreams so one must cause the other. Several years ago, shortly before being diagnosed my sleep suddenly changed where I would either wake up much earlier or not sleep at all no matter how tired I was and would get spasms every time I'd start to drop off. Sometimes I'd even have anxiety attacks in my sleep and wake up feeling like I was having a heart attack with chest pain and dizziness and feelings of impending doom. I take meds to help me sleep at night and I think If I just took them earlier at I would sleep at a more reasonable hour, even though they seems to take hours to kick in, but just thinking doing that makes my skin crawl. I feel very guilty about sleeping in so late, I sometimes miss out on things where I need to be up by 11 am at least, like going out for lunch with my mom. I also nap a lot during the day, especially when I get up earlier. I hate feeling guilty for sleeping in late even though I don't really need to get up early most days because there is nothing for me to do. But there's even less for me to do at night except stay in my apartment alone, watching Youtube, playing games or working on my crafts. Maybe I'll start getting up a bit earlier when we set our clocks back this fall. It was not long after the daylight savings time last spring that my sleep got pretty messed up.