Belushi87 wrote:
i don't think that Aspergers would be considered a mental illness, but would Aspergers be labelled as a personally disorder?
how would explain Aspergers to someone that doesn't have Aspergers?
it may seem like a personality disorder to many people.
i will talk about me, and i was diagnosed as autistic when i was 2 years old, but i have an adequate IQ in order to "strut my stuff" in the world of normal people albeit with limitations of "affectation".
i am a normal looking person, but i sometimes attract people who like my absence of facial expressions coupled with my attention to what i am doing, and sometimes they have fallen in love with me for whatever reasons they have, but i never felt the same way about them.
i can not deeply love anyone because i just can't. i do not know why.
i always am most interested in my point of view, and i never understand other points of view held by other people because they are not mine. i can not disassociate myself from myself enough in order to feel empathy.
i can see that some people in my life feel poorly, but i have no subjective idea as to how, even though they may tell me over and over.
it is unfortunate in some ways that i am closed off to the depths of humanity, but in other ways i am so grateful for it.
i do not feel the passions of humanity.
i do not ever feel "elated" or "euphoric"
i do not ever feel "pride" or "vanity"
i do not ever feel despair or hopelessness.
i do not ever feel loneliness or boredom.
i do not ever feel shame.
i do not ever feel guilt either.
i do not know what they feel like.
i can still be a good person without that knowledge or feeling, and so i am me who is, incidentally, autistic