I have Hypergraphia and am on AUS spectrum, im suicidal?

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campboy92
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02 Nov 2014, 7:19 pm

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02 Nov 2014, 8:20 pm

[[[hugs]]]] I do not know what to say. Your anxiety seems to be controlling you. Are you taking any ant anxiety meds? Also, is mmj legal where you live? If so,maybe you try some high in both cannannaboids and indica. I really would like to say more but I am not thinking real straight because I am waiting to see if cancer is back. I want to livelong and old.I wish you did too.



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02 Nov 2014, 8:52 pm

i doubt you have brain damage - you're too lucid for that.



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02 Nov 2014, 11:36 pm

vickygleitz wrote:
[[[hugs]]]] I do not know what to say. Your anxiety seems to be controlling you. Are you taking any ant anxiety meds? Also, is mmj legal where you live? If so,maybe you try some high in both cannannaboids and indica. I really would like to say more but I am not thinking real straight because I am waiting to see if cancer is back. I want to livelong and old.I wish you did too.


It totally is legal.



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03 Nov 2014, 12:16 am

i did not know what hypergraphia was until this thread. you sound like you are having a f*****g terrible time. i don't understand but i'm sorry you have to go through this. have you ever talked to a therapist or anything about your abuse? sounds like lots of bad things have happened to you. maybe your obsessive writing is a form of coping? though it does not sound like you enjoy it at all. also, you don't sound like a narcissist.

i know many people don't like medication, but it really can help. if you are paranoid though, i won't try pot like the other poster suggested. it always makes my brain way worse. also because you abuse other drugs. i understand why you do it though, i do it too. (not stimulants though)



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03 Nov 2014, 12:31 am

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