I had my first shutdown in over 6 months on Tuesday and I usually only have them during times of high stress, but this situation was a bit different and it just, well, happened. Ever since it happened, I've been feeling off emotionally. I usually only have situation specific anxiety, but I've been returning to the kind where I'm just laying in bed and my heart rate is soaring. I feel sad and not only sad, but furious about things that I've not thought about for a long time. I'm just not myself... Does anybody else get like this for a period following a shutdown? I vaguely remember having a pretty down week after my last shutdown and then slowly coming back to myself, as well.