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...I don't know when I'll be getting the surgeries
. It very much depends on me being able to get a decent recoverty ~ I detail this in my " Please help me ~ ASS-P " line , and I simply just want to maintain Web contact and ber able to write , etc. - I don't anticipate there being " very much to do " at all , I anticipate - IF
it happenes - being endlessley laid-up .
(Yes I imagine it would be residential .)
I only want to maintain contact/be4 able to write , essentially , AND be able to listen to some discs I had put aside for the perposes ~ This could even help me to inspiire myself to move again , to walk ~ However , people around me/fate seem to feel " I must knuckle down " and have NOTHING , that I have to be cut off from all Internet use and the music ~ I have ne4xt to no music as is , and that has been so for years
~ " to disipline myself/put my nose to grindstone " (People like to put OTHER people's noses to the grindstone .
There is no point to having the operation if it's just going to be a ' punish me " exercise . If I can't maintain contact with people/continue writing , etc. , and have the music for rehab , which would just , even given my financial/social state , take a loan/advance that I could immediately start replayiing from my SSI/D ~ Well , I anticipate anyrehab places being empty , at best , place with overly " cheery " nurse-types mostly only wanting me to be a perpetual cripple , and me likely having to force myself to walk , in ad vance of the hospitality being withdrawn .
uote="vickygleitz"]When are you getting your surgeries? I assume that there will be plenty to do in rehab if you will be staying there residentially.[/quote]