Whenever I hear information my brain likes to take it into account. Even if I know it's total BS. It's like I'm way too open minded. This makes me believe in weird things and it's also caused some problems in my life.
I can't come out as gay because 99% of the time people say stupid things. I expect them to and I try to anticipate what they'll say, but someone always manages to say something that really hurts me. All the stupid things people have said to me make me constantly question my sexuality.
I sometimes have moments when I don't question my sexuality. I feel super happy and free when that happens. When I feel like that I want to come out, but I don't. Mainly because I know people will say stupid things. I'm also scared that I'm actually bisexual, straight or asexual.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 82 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 124 of 200
You are very likely neurotypical
26 Nov 2014, 4:06 am
