I have had many obsessions some have lasted years and some a few months.
Some old obsessions become part of my interests again untill something new or old comes in it's place.
Up to date, my obsession of particle physics has quietened down and has been overtaken with my obsession with passenger jets, particularly the Embraer ERJ series.
This has been a old obsession of mine and now I can't seem to think of anyhting else other than the Embraer ERJ.
(My OCD can disrupt my interests)
The difference between the my obession with particles physics and Aviation and passenger jets is that, particle physics require visualisation and imagination as well as learning, but I can never interact with physics on an intimate level unlike aviation and passenger jets.
My love for aviation does involve imagination and knowledge, but where physics stops with imagination/knowledge, aviation carries on with visual and physical interaction. I can interact with my interests at the airport or on a flight, and because I have seen and flown in a Embrear, I can relate to the aircraft more closely than physics. Which doesn't and cannot involve in this form of interaction.
When I view a photograph or written data of the embraer at home, I can recall the memory of the aircraft as well as the scale and details of my visit from the airport.
My imagination with this visual knowledge gives me some common familiarity with the aircraft, to the extent were I feel as though I have flown her/her as a crew member or as a first officer (no specific sex). I feel as though I can share a common interest more with the ERJ than with my family.
Sometimes I feel as though I can feel the aircraft, please don't be take this as an assumption that I am having a rleationship with this aircraft!! ! I am merely describing how well I know the shape and details of the fuselage.
My knowledge of aviation is an essential part of my obsessions with the embraer, I couldn't share any interest with the aircraft without knowing how it works and how it operates, part of my steep knowledge and some experience of flying enforces this interest.
Does anybody have obsessions that might require physical interaction rather interaction based on reading a book?