Haven't been on here in a while; I've discovered Facebook.
Anyway, have you guys ever had the experience of not being scared at all of something others find creepy like reading about predators, serial killers, and bombings, but being freaked out over horror films?
It's really weird for me. I've spent months now reading about Bundy, Kazinsky, Manson, and other awful criminals, and I did not find the books about them scary at all; it was just a history book to me with a more exciting format. I also have been working on a history project where my topic is Jessica's Law (look up Jessica Lunsford), and I don't even find it that creepy, just sad and bit disturbing.
What's strange about this though is that I can read about all this real stuff and not freak at all, but when I watch a horror movie, I have nightmares for several weeks. I saw The Ring almost a month ago, but I still have compulsions to always unplug the TV at night, and I get mild panic attacks occaisionally when I accidentally flip to a channel with static. My mother claims that I was talking in my sleep a few days ago, saying that I had to run away from Samara.
I just don't know why serial killers and child predators don't even give me chills, but horror movies like The Ring and Psycho make me almost irrationally frightened (other people I know can laugh and relax while watching these movies and jsut complain about the crappy special effects, but they get really freaked out when I discuss serial murders). Anyone ever experience this?
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