Fudo wrote:
crazy is a strong & often inappropriate word..
i think what you describe is possible but unlikely.
i would guess that you may have been hallucinating. i think a psychiatrist, for instance, would consider assessing for psychosis &/or schizophrenia.
just my (amateur) opinion.
before i discovered that i am autistic i though i was mentally retarted
and i was always thinking are mentally retarted really stupid???because i don't fell stupid at all...
i believe in God and in the existance of angels and demons....
one day while i was sleeping i woke up and i got the inspiration to search in the interner about autism...
suddenly i remembered many things from my childhood,how i was diagnosed,the suicide attempt of my father....i think a spirit guided me to learn all these things and made me remember many things....
now everybody treat me like i am mentally retarted(they think i confuse left with right and columns)because i failed an iq test because of lack of sleep but i am calm i go to the icon of Jesus Christ and i say to him : "You are the wisdom that i was sleep deprived while i was taking this test"
also many things that happened i think are not coincidental...i think it was God's will to fail the iq test so that one day i will discover that i am autistic...when my father made the suicide attempt my uncle coincidentally came to my house and i said to him that "he said he will never wake up"...i think maybe that was God's will so that i would remember it in the future....