I have severe anxiety. It doesn't respond to benzos anymore. My olanzapine does nothing. I have bruises all over me from meltdowns.
I want to take it prn, as in not every day, just when things are real bad.
Also I keep getting hypomanic moments and episodes of screaming.
I've tried most of the newer drugs. They don't help.
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I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.