i don't think one could ever, truly be 100% alone...do you live with your parents or other family? if you do have them, that's better than 'a dry hacking cough" at least, i think. and, this thread has replies....doesn't mean nothing.
it does take a conscious effort to see the positive side of things and that's never easy. sometimes when i'm alone, my evil mind will start to eat me (since there is no one else around) and things to start to look worse and worse.
but yeah, i go get sometimes these feelings of guilt, for most of the same reasons as Major pointed out above, that could have been my post. more specifically i was at one point, devoured by guilt when i found out about a terrible thing that happened to a very close friend of mine, by another close friend of mine, who i had (probably?) introduced indirectly. i was thinking that if i didn't choose to sit there that one day, none of that would have happened. i know now what happened isn't my own fault, and the two may have met sooner or later anyway, but i still believe that my choice had some role, however small...
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