I so want to have relationships but people just don't make sense to me.
I think the rules are unfair and unkind.
This is how it goes: I like said person. I'm kice to said person. I open up to said person in attempt to let them know I'm someone they can open up to. Then said person uses something I said or did aganist me to imply something negative about my personality.
I get hurt and confused. I learn that most people think it is my fault because I didn't come programmed to think like them so my only options wind up being being alone or memorizing rules that I never fully comprehend knowing full well that I'll never master them satisfactory.