I'm ok at math (750 SAT), but i find it really boring. In grade school, I was always much better in the literature and social studies classes. Unsurprisingly, philosophy became my major, and the humanities is a big special interest of mine.
math is kind of annoying because it usually has to be applied to something and it just doesn't matter that much. philosophy's supposed to be an end in itself (the telos of human existence, and of reality as a whole according to some thinkers). I'd rather work out the meaning of life than play with a bunch of arbitrary abstractions.
but then, i can see what's sort of romantic about it, because it pops up everywhere, and you get all the patterns, and the dopamine rush that comes with solving one problem after another. There's also something kind of fun about writing proofs, I guess, because there's a combination of creativity and rigidity that I can appreciate, even if it's not really my thing. It's like mad libs or something.
I do kind of hate upper-division math also, because they expect you to use certain ideas that they don't adequately explain until three courses later. like, they'll tell you how to use it, but not what it means, and after a while, it starts to feel like you're just following a bunch of rules that make no sense, or applying a bunch of forms with no content or something. then it just starts to feel like a mess
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