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13 May 2005, 9:43 pm

A Poem wrote:

He Gazes upon the rippling sea.
He see's the silence, and grasps
the waves with his mind.

Understanding the silence,
that is the key. Blues, Reds,
Turquoise swirl as his mind
ponders the mystery of the
ocean and it's vastness.

Understanding the silence, He is
alone. Not able to speak, and
isolated behind bars that others
have set upon him. Gazing
into the sea is his feelings are
free to express his mind , not
in words.

Expressionless mothers who
should not be, take you not
in their arms because they
cannot stand the pain of looking
into your eyes. Gazing into
the ocean is her truth, but
she doesn't want to see.

The adult he is to become
gazes into the ocean and wonders
why? Careless hearts mingled
as one to create the one
from control and submissive
regardless of the consequences.
Gazing into these oceans that
are his eyes only bring her
feelingless pain.

compansionate heart embraces
him, and see he is silent, Why?
Barred and silent, and no words
can come out. Pity the child
of non-compassion that produced
this fruit.

The adult he becomes stands
in silence and no longer wonders
why? He is silence and his mind
is the wind, do not tell him where
to blow, say's compassionate
one who took him in her arms
and he cries(the adult). God
Bless the compassionate one.


My mother was a wild spirit who
ran away at 17. She didn't see
a connectedness to her mother.
How is she suppose to see it
in me and my eye's of oceans
depth.

Submissive and paying no mind
to consequence she will have harvested
many seeds. Each one as silent
as she.

My Grandmother tells me a car
accident robs me of my hearing
but the non-compassionate mother
didn't care. I lay in a crib for
2 years not hearing the ocean but
seeing it's vastness.

My Grandmother tells me that I
play silently, in my silent ocean
that is the world. I go to
various schools to go from
baby talk to the silent one
I will have become from the silent
mother of non-compasionate.

I lived in autistic world and a silent
world that was formed of pictures
and sound taught to me thanks
to a non-compassionate mother.

I and my Grandmother agree, that
some people shouldnt' have kids.

Play silently, I am behind this computer
and stay silent externally, and regarless
of being 2 and 39, I still lived in a
silent world and had to learn compassion.
:cry:

This is enough for now, I will write
later on this topic. I correct in
my observations of NLVD and Autism.
:?

Most revealed,
Ghosthunter

THIS IS A REPRINT DUE TO 5/13'S GLITCHES IN
POSTING!

I say thank you BeeBee, LB, Sophist, Blackliger,
for your posts, and I regret that I have to repost
this, but due to posting errors yesterday, please
continue as I have put much blood letting to get
to point in my re-discovery of my person.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter



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13 May 2005, 10:03 pm

painfully beautiful :cry:


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13 May 2005, 10:30 pm

I don't know what to say niether. It
Explains the year 2-6 though. I was
mainstreamed by 6. My grandmother
also told me that I never left a crib.
I had to learn how to crawl when she
found me in her heart. I can say also
this silence in my mother is still there
with the grandchildren my sister produced.

I was obsessed with comics. Today
I showed up a box 2/3r'd full of them
from Goldenage and 12¢-35¢ covers.
I was always like this she says when I
was 4. Hmmmmm? This explains
why I took pictorial notes on Scottish
coins and Parapsychology, before
taking it one step further.

Also I hear just fine, but had to have
a operation that drained the fluid
and the area behind the earlobs was
broken and this caused hearing loss.

Hmmmm?
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14 May 2005, 11:33 am

GH

I am at a loss of words.

Your peom is beautiful and haunting. I would love to someday see you have a book out.

I am just glad your Grandmother was there for you, seeing as your mother could not be. :cry:

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14 May 2005, 12:07 pm

GH, PM me if you want some advice on gettin published..........


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14 May 2005, 12:09 pm

Thanks Ghosthunter :) I like the way you write. I can't often read or understand poetry, but I can read your words and understand them. They turn into pictures, then movies, then back to words that make sense to me.

I can relate to what you say. I know the silent autistic world you come from, or at least one like it. I grew up there too, and still spend much time there.

Thanks for sharing your stories and your words.


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14 May 2005, 4:31 pm

Ghosthunter, you can be hard to understand sometimes, but I love the way you write! Its' very powerful.



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14 May 2005, 10:56 pm

Mutate wrote:
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Ghosthunter, you can be hard to understand
sometimes, but I love the way you write! Its'
very powerful.


I say thankyou, Mutate.
I write how I think(or my thinking process).
I also try to modify the re-edit so other may
be able to grasp. This is why I usually
do a 1).. & 2).. & 3).. format.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter

P.S , I thank you for visiting my current
Sunnyvale forum and I did answer your
question on the comics dealer question! :wink:



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14 May 2005, 11:00 pm

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GH, PM me if you want some advice on gettin
published..........


I take that as a compliment, thanks for enjoying
and perhaps learning presence. I would like
to get something published!

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter



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14 May 2005, 11:05 pm

Double Posted!



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14 May 2005, 11:09 pm

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GH

I am at a loss of words.

Your peom is beautiful and haunting. I would love to
someday see you have a book out.

I am just glad your Grandmother was there for you,
seeing as your mother could not be.


I am glad that my Grandmother raised me. She is a very
good person, and my mom wasn't, no offense since you
are a mom and I wasn't trying to be disrespectful.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter



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14 May 2005, 11:13 pm

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Thanks Ghosthunter I like the way you write.
I can't often read or understand poetry, but I
can read your words and understand them.
They turn into pictures, then movies, then back
to words that make sense to me.

I can relate to what you say. I know the silent
autistic world you come from, or at least one
like it. I grew up there too, and still spend much
time there.

Thanks for sharing your stories and your words.


You said alot and I say thankyou for being here
on this forum I did!

sincerely,
Ghosthunter



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14 May 2005, 11:23 pm

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painfully beautiful


I say thankyou and I hope it may
a helpful tidbit? Thanks for going
to this forum also.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter