A Poem wrote:
He Gazes upon the rippling sea.
He see's the silence, and grasps
the waves with his mind.
Understanding the silence,
that is the key. Blues, Reds,
Turquoise swirl as his mind
ponders the mystery of the
ocean and it's vastness.
Understanding the silence, He is
alone. Not able to speak, and
isolated behind bars that others
have set upon him. Gazing
into the sea is his feelings are
free to express his mind , not
in words.
Expressionless mothers who
should not be, take you not
in their arms because they
cannot stand the pain of looking
into your eyes. Gazing into
the ocean is her truth, but
she doesn't want to see.
The adult he is to become
gazes into the ocean and wonders
why? Careless hearts mingled
as one to create the one
from control and submissive
regardless of the consequences.
Gazing into these oceans that
are his eyes only bring her
feelingless pain.
compansionate heart embraces
him, and see he is silent, Why?
Barred and silent, and no words
can come out. Pity the child
of non-compassion that produced
this fruit.
The adult he becomes stands
in silence and no longer wonders
why? He is silence and his mind
is the wind, do not tell him where
to blow, say's compassionate
one who took him in her arms
and he cries(the adult). God
Bless the compassionate one.
My mother was a wild spirit who
ran away at 17. She didn't see
a connectedness to her mother.
How is she suppose to see it
in me and my eye's of oceans
depth.
Submissive and paying no mind
to consequence she will have harvested
many seeds. Each one as silent
as she.
My Grandmother tells me a car
accident robs me of my hearing
but the non-compassionate mother
didn't care. I lay in a crib for
2 years not hearing the ocean but
seeing it's vastness.
My Grandmother tells me that I
play silently, in my silent ocean
that is the world. I go to
various schools to go from
baby talk to the silent one
I will have become from the silent
mother of non-compasionate.
I lived in autistic world and a silent
world that was formed of pictures
and sound taught to me thanks
to a non-compassionate mother.
I and my Grandmother agree, that
some people shouldnt' have kids.
Play silently, I am behind this computer
and stay silent externally, and regarless
of being 2 and 39, I still lived in a
silent world and had to learn compassion.
This is enough for now, I will write
later on this topic. I correct in
my observations of NLVD and Autism.
Most revealed,
Ghosthunter
THIS IS A REPRINT DUE TO 5/13'S GLITCHES IN
POSTING!
I say thank you BeeBee, LB, Sophist, Blackliger,
for your posts, and I regret that I have to repost
this, but due to posting errors yesterday, please
continue as I have put much blood letting to get
to point in my re-discovery of my person.
Sincerely,
Ghosthunter
Last edited by Ghosthunter on 14 May 2005, 4:12 pm, edited 3 times in total.