SnailHail wrote:
Do any of you guys get told you're a good actor? In my ASD group and a mental hospital I went to I was told I was a good actor and I should consider a career in it.
I don't see myself as great as they say I am. With being an actor I get all eyes on me and hearing crowd reactions I'd feel overstimulated if I played the role of a bad guy or hated character. I'm also scared that if I mess up I'd have a massive meltdown/shutdown.
Yes, I've been told that a lot, but while I'm not trying to boast, I believe I am a very good actor. Having a conversation with someone will make me nervous as hell, but I love being onstage in front of people. I think the big difference is that in plays, I have set lines and know what I'm going to say, which definitely isn't the case in conversations. It's all improvising, which has always been my weak point in acting.
In a play I was in as a senior in high school,
Atypical Boy, I played the main villain, and I loved it. Once I was able to get in character, I truly felt like the bad guy and hated the protagonist!
As for messing up...when I was a junior, I had a large role in
Is He Dead? I had brain surgery last year to get rid of seizures; unfortunately, that surgery hadn't occurred yet. My character went over to confront someone in a scene that was quite important, but I had a simple partial seizure and was unable to talk. I could only let out some garbled sounds and the other person had to make lines up on the spot. It was obvious to everyone in the audience that I messed up, but most of them didn't realize I had a seizure. I cried in the dressing room after the show was over. I don't like to think about that day...November 9, 2012.