I feel like Im not in control

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I have been going through with drawl for about a month now and my husband just came home the other day. He's a truck driver and I was bawling when he came home because he'd been gone since september. But after some time, my brain began to make me paranoid about things such as my husband looking girly without his facial hair even though I chuckle at it now that I wrote that out. Now I know I'm not gay but my brain keeps switching words around on me like I say he and my brain says she and I feel very paranoid about all of this. I know my husband is a man and I love him very very much and I desire him romantically and sexually but I feel like I'm in a whirlwind of paranoia and I can't control my temper as well as my appetite. One day I'm very hungry but the next I don't want to eat at all.
Is it with drawl or am I actually going crazy?
Please somebody help.

Maybe you should just try to relax and wait a while to see if you get any better after a few days. If you don't then maybe try and see a doctor about it. Sorry I couldn't be more help.