Have you ever noticed that when people notice your autistic or childlike traits it triggers some people's maternal instinct? It used to happen to me all the time. Every time someone got to know me I could see her maternal instincts growing. That made me prefer hanging out with guys because guys don't really have maternal instincts.
Now that I'm older I don't really notice this anymore. The first time people stopped this behavior was when I was fourteen.
Maybe it's because I've finally learnt to act normally enough. I'm scared I'll have a mental breakdown and lose all my progress. I would hate to see people treat me like that again.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 82 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 124 of 200
You are very likely neurotypical
29 Oct 2015, 9:04 pm
