I feel worse now

Post Reply New Topic

I know that I have more disabilities than just Aspergers. Nobody cares. Everyone just wants me to cope instead. :/

I hate the way I sound, hate the way I walk.

People tell me "God made you for a reason". God is a load of evil BS.

I'm sick, overwhelmed and lost all interest in doing anything. I can use all the support and sympathy I can get.

What you're describing sounds like depression. A lot of people don't understand clinical depression and compare it to when they have a crappy day once in a while. So you will hear useless advice like "turn that frown upside down". Also people will tell you to just deal with it, because they don't want to have to deal with someone else's problem. Unless someone has proven themselves entirely dependable, you really can't depend on anyone.

I know hard it is and how much it hurts and how alone you feel. *Big virtual hug*

I feel all of those things you described albeit only when I'm around others or in public. What I did to feel better was to minimize the time spent in situations that I felt that way and started focusing on interests that I enjoyed regardless of and without the need for others approval. I still feel invisible to the world but have come to like myself despite that fact.
If you have truly lost interest in all things that is a sign of depression and you may want to talk to a professional. However I found for me at least that I was letting peoples opinions and my own expectations get me depressed. I still have all those feeling but I don't let them interfere with what I want.
Hope this helps.

I also seemingly lost some ability to express my wants and desires in words.

I am not a very expressive speaker.