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What a horrid euphemism it is... I've supposedly been so for seven years now and I've grown progressively more depressed and anxious... every square inch of the flat covered in fruitflies too... constantly think of death as a concept, which I think I'm aware I'm afraid of... with this kind of empty life I need few other reasons for suicide, but I guess active oppression is usually the other essential factor, solitude being more of a limbo than a hell...

Aww…really feel for you and your situation. Asperger syndrome is not the path to an easy, peaceful life at times but we have to deal with because that what we have. I sympathise with your feelings and mood. I’m not pity on you, just to let you know, because that’s the last thing you want went you got low mood – I just understand. The only thing I don’t get is the fruit flies. How the hell? Why have fruit flies taken up residence in your home during this time a year? Fruit flies are more of a summer thing – you must have bought in a rogue piece of fruit that had the little sods on.

Back to the more serious matter: Suicide! You must be special to someone, to people out there. There must be people out there who want what’s best for you and care for you, mate. You’re probably a great guy if people give you a chance to express yourself in full. And thank you for messaging your feelings because that displays to me that you want help and support – a cry for help. I won’t give you that crap advice, “Try and be Happy”, because that’s useless. If you want a chat, I’ll happy write to you. I feel like I’m in limbo at times and suffer with irrational anxiety. Message me if you want!