What should i do when i think about suicide?

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so i guess i had a bad day.. i bet i feel this way because i didn't eat yet but still its a vicious cycle. What should i do when i start thinking about suicide? I dont want to bother anyone and i dont want to take medication... what should i do when i feel so low and so worthless, like im just a problem for everyone else and i should just leave...?

music has taken the edge off many times

Examine simpler challenges; pick up where you paused or leveled in a game, or track down some music you were looking for. Gotta admit, I frequently think I should just leave too but in the same minute I tend to remember how much I can teach people. Try to remember there's less reason to withhold yourself than you might feel. People need you around, that's powerful in itself.

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Think about Sonic. He certainly wouldn't like it if you left the world this way.

Hey everyone... so the feelings are geting worse and im starting to get the urge to cut, i cant stop shaking. I try and draw and everything i draw just comes out at as a depiction of suicide. i cant help it... the thoughts wont go away...

I just think about who I'd end up leaving behind, and how they'd have to find my body. Also, there is always the chance that the attempt will fail and there will be some kind of horrible lifelong physical disability as a result.

And all the things I'd miss out on if for some reason my life gets better.

Just talk to us now. Maybe that would help. I understand you feel isolated up where you are.

Research autism. Maybe write about autism from Sonic's viewpoint.

You're a nice girl. Stop thinking about suicide. It ain't worth it. You could do good for other people who feel isolated like you. You've obviously learned lots through recent research.

Can people please stop replying to this thread now?

I'm sorry...but I thought you desired us to respond to it.

i dont want to talk about it anymore,

Do you have anyone "safe" you can talk to when the feelings swamp over?

For me, there is a huge difference between "wanting to die", and actually making a plan. I've done both. What helped me was 1) playing beeper tag with my shrink or 2) unloading on a forum.

I would start the conversation...I'm not making active plans to kill myself, but I'm really depressed. I didn't want someone calling the police, and me winding up in 4 point restraints in the ER.

I also have a plan written down on what I should do if I feel that depressed.

Mine is...

Tell my husband
Page my shrink
Try and keep busy, surf the net. Do not isolate.
If I'm really riled, I'm supposed to take so one dose of Xanax (I have 3 Xanax pills of 0.25 which is nothing), and I will see my shrink the next day.

I hope you are feeling better today. It is an awful feeling.

When you feel better, write down a plan of how to keep yourself safe when those feelings over come you. For me it helps to see it written down, even if a don't want to do anything on the list. The hardest is to telling my husband if I am that depressed. I feel so ashamed and worthless. He tells me he wants and needs to know those things, but it is still hard for me to do it.

((( )))

<--- Is finding the key to his happiness is owning and wanting nothing.