did you eventually SNAP at someone?

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have you?

if so wat was it for?

snap? like.. go crazy? loose it?

Yeah, a girl at school took my hat and threw it over a fence so i punched her, she kicked me and i went crazy... the police were called because i left school (i was only 13 at the time) and i bit her which broke skin and caused her to bleed.

Yes, I do this a lot, for a variety of reasons. I just get frustrated and feel I need to express myself.

I about to tell quite a few people to take a flying f!ck off Atlantic City's Steel Pier. Why? Because I'm tired of being a white n!gger to these people. This one guy just called me 5 minutes ago and demanded I find him another place to live by next week, as well as raise hell with me for not finding him the part he needs to fix a snowblower for one of his client, even after the manufacturer tells me the particular model he's trying to fix used 3 different motors during its production run. If I try to explain to him why I need the addition, he screams STFU and get the goddammed prices for all three starter motors anyhow, even before I get two words out of my mouth. I'm right now 2 centimeters from being sent to the locked ward at the local psych hospital, since I'm having the nightmares again about bullied and beaten up by the local girl gangs when I was in high school. One of these gangs were always trying to get in my pants to jack me off, then try to perform a Lorena Bobbit on me after doing the deed in this nightmare. The other gang, in a similar nightmare, would simply just pound my fat ass into the ground. In real life, the one gang would pound my ass into the ground, and the other gang would just get their hand down my pants. I tell my parents, they'd beat my ass, blaming me for allowing it to happen. These are also the same parents that would savage both me, and the girl I was interested in, so badly the girl never wanted to see me again. Then they wonder, after graduating both high school, college and graduate school, why I never married or even have a girlfriend?

You're pretty good here on WrongPlanet, AP. You're one of the most virtuous posters here. You don't lose your cool.

Thank you. Yes, I always try to be on my best behaviour here. It helps, I think, to have that distance, so that there's time between reading something and responding.

Twice in real life both in the span of a year or two

Sometime when I was 13-14 a bully cornered me alone in a back hallway. He was really getting in my face and I lost my s**t. That might have been the first time I truly gave someone the evil eye. I violently shoved him away and was fully prepared to go ape s**t. I don't remember exactly what happened after that, I can't remember if I left the hallway first or if he did, but after that he left me alone.

Among other terrible things, my dad lost his job when I was 15. I was having a particularly crappy freshman year of highschool. A kid in the pack I ran in started making remarks about it in a very antagonistic kind of way. I snapped and melted down. My vision got really narrow and I shook like crazy and just stared into the lunch table with my arms braced out. I left the group after that and became a real loner for a few years. That might have been the last time anyone gave me any real trouble in an academic setting.

In my first month here I might have snapped at one or two people, but that was a while ago and I can't remember anything specific. I try to keep a cool head, but sometimes I'm susceptible to my emotions.

Of course. Hasn't most everyone at some point?

A good one was a teacher that kept pestering me. All the kids hated him and he had no business being at the kind of school. But anyways one day I snapped and told him "F**K OFF!" in a very loud and clear voice. The whole area became dead quiet and he just walked away.

Yep. This past Saturday after an autism meetup, the organizer's father said to me "....if you'll shut up and listen...." and I got pissed instantly as a reflex action and left.

Oh man, so many times that you would think I was a crazed hothead or something. Some of the more notable instances:

In high school choir class one day there were 3 girls seated behind me who were talking and laughing very loudly. These were the type of girls who flip out if someone so much as looked at them the wrong way; they were known for physical fighting. Their voices were hurting my ears and irritating me to the point of a meltdown. I turned around and yelled at them "would you shut the f*** up?!" I didn't talk often, so this shocked the crap out of them. The leader became enraged and got up in my face shouting some nonsense. I came close to pushing her off the riser before we were separated. For weeks after that people kept coming up to me saying they "had my back" for when our supposed impending fight happened. That was pretty strange.

When I was about 7, and with my parents at their friends' house:
Their friends had a boy my age (who I had a crush on) and we (the kids) were on the back patio eating our dinners separately. He said something douchey to me so I grabbed my cup of fruit punch and slung it at his face. He was dumbstruck, my parents (and his) were really pissed, and I had no regrets.

^ That's fairly accurate

Well, there was one time where I had an argument with my friends (they are no longer friends ) and someone came up to me and asked "are you okay?" because I think I looked angry. They touched me lightly on the shoulder and I just couldn't deal with it, so I lashed out and hit them in the face and had a huge meltdown afterwards.

Oh gosh- so often...
When I snap though I usually get violent.
I remember someone was picking on me and this kid (we were both young) kept pulling on my hair and I hated that in particular lol and he thought it was super funny to do that- I told him three times stop it leave me alone I don't like it stop it. No one cared they didn't care how I felt.
So he did it - again.
I flipped out.
I jumped on his back and punched him in the face smacked him dug my nails into his eyes.
I screamed are you gonna do it again? HUH?! Do it again huh?!
He just screamed.
I yelled at him:" told you not to do it and you did."
"I hate you!!"
Then I scratched his arms up and started beating his back.
Then someone came over and broke it up.
he never pulled my hair again.
He wasn't permanently hurt but he was scared s**tless.
However, I hate snapping like that and would prefer to solve things peacefully....

Last year I blew up at a student, I'm sorry to say. I had no idea of my being on the spectrum at the time. No swears or violence, but the kid had been needling me all day, and then another adult made a decision that was completely wrong for the circumstances. When the kid started again I yelled " I DON'T CARE!! YOU NEED TO STOP!! NOW!! !" and low and behold, the principal walked in, furious, having heard the whole thing. I wasn't fired on the spot, but I wasn't asked back for the following year. Really bad, but I guess it could have been a lot worse. Ironically, I got along with the student so much better after the incident!