Does anyone here experience Palilalia?
Just in the past week, I've been noticing that I accidentally repeat words at the end of sentences. It's not happening much - once or twice a day - but I've never done it before. I'm finding it a bit stressful and I'm confused about why it's started.
Mostly I've only been talking to my daughter when it's happened, and she's a toddler and doesn't notice, but today I was talking to my husband and I completely messed up with it. He said our daughter's room needed tidying and I said "It does does". And then, because I was embarrassed about it, my (stupid) response was to make it sound intentional, so the conversation went like this:
"And her room really needs tidying!"
"It does does. It does, it does. It does, it really does!". Once I tried covering up my initial mistake, I just felt like I couldn't stop. Husband didn't even comment on it, but it really shook me up.
I don't even realise when I'm going to repeat something. It just happens before I have a chance to think about it or try to control it.
I looked it up today, worried that it was an indication of something serious, and there's suggestion that it could be linked to autism...but I'm in my late 20s and I've never experience this before, and it's just come out of nowhere this week. If it keeps happening I will go and see a medical professional, but I'm interested to know if anyone else has suffered with this and if it's just appeared from nowhere?
I find that different things seem to be affecting me now. As I've learned to control some of how I am socially, to integrate myself a bit more, I'm noticing struggles with other aspects. However I only recently self-diagnosed and there's this line of thought - is it that I'm suppressing some things and making others worse, or is it all something that's 'in my head' because I've realised that I have autism and my mind is creating the symptoms that I didn't already have? For example, I've only recently started having sensory issues in bright light - I'm struggling more with artificial light and screens, and also with being out in the sun.
In a confusing place right now, wondering if it could be that I'm getting 'worse' just coincidentally since I found out, if it's because I'm suppressing and trying to control other aspects, or if I'm somehow subconsciously causing this stuff to happen? Or, alternatively, with the Palilalia, if it's something that could be a warning sign of something else? I'd hope not as I'm a very healthy individual, but you never know I suppose.