It is frustrating. I can't stand working out most ways because I sweat and it makes me feel sick. Walking is awkward because I walk weird, and people look at me funny (like in gyms). Can't walk around the neighborhood because I'm scared of dogs. I have no problem swimming, but there are too many people around, usually, and that increases my anxiety too much.
On top of that, I tend to nibble all day when I have chewed my nails, cuticles, lips, and inner lips too much. Which doesn't help with the whole dieting thing. I have a hard time eating healthy food because I also tend to tap/grind my teeth (specific patter that I do all day and night) that has caused my teeth to crack and chip. They are being repaired, but it is a process, and I can't eat anything hard, crunchy, or chewy.
Add into this that I have PCOS, am insulin resistant (which is NOT type 2 Diabetes), and eating carbs/gluten tend to make my gain very easily.
I am at my heaviest as a result.
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Aspie Quiz: 148 ND/50 NT
AQ: 41 (AQ-10: 9) EQ: 17 SQ: 31 FQ: 44 RAADS-R: 178
ASD Diagnosed 4/22/2016