Life is like a video
1)...The Question?
None!
2)...Statements by Ghosthunter!
To start this train of thought I will include a
passage from "The curious incident of the
dog at nighttime"........
• Upon learning of a dark secret Christopher
explains......Though not this exagerated!
"I could tell that he was in the room, but his voice
sounded tiny and far away, like peoples voices
do when I am groaning and I don't want them near
me.-Christopher"
"I could see him touching me, like I was watching
a film of what was happening in the room, but I
could hardly feel his hand at all. It was just like
the wind blowing against me.-Christopher to his
father"
This is a exageration. I am sick of the noise of
Geary, and the sounds of this Starbucks and all
the people here. I try to stretch, but feel crowded.
I see the cars roll by like watching a video instead.
As I type this, I have my 1/4 partition of my screen
occupied by a Harry Potter fan-made video with
depressing music to soothe me and scenes of Harry's
Parent's death, and Harry himself fighting dementers.
It starts off with the mirror of Erised and the fire
burning behind him. Then later him in his room
seeing his dead parents dance. Then the train and
Lupin wards off the dementer as Harry flashes to
his parents death scene.
Later he is back in the mirror and is seeing his mom
and dad and misses them, then snaps back to the
train looking at his dark reflection. He thenis back to
the mirror and touches his shoulder that his mom in
the mirror touches, then touches the mirror.
Dementers go at him and he falls side by side to his
only god-parent sirus and the end.
I often have been told I look at mirrors. I
am aware that my soul is reflected in a mirror.
I see ugliness from within and beautiful words
that come out. I help others to help themselves,
so I can find strength, but still when I see abuses
here at wrongplanet done to other members by
other members, It makes me mad at you folks.
I have nothing to say then. You guys
become(the one's who ignore others) the video of
these cars and all I can do is watch. I say my
thoughts and hope things turn out for the better.
It is Friday. I got up at 6am. I went to my job
and got off at 8am. My day is done! I go online
and checkup on my posts from yesterday. I see
even my most sincerest thoughts that was to protect
and protest the to be abused members by other
members inclusive groupings and ingnore button was
mostly unresponded to except for a few faithful that are
a minority. You wonder why I logged out at 9am and
relogged in at10am to write this.
My physical life is a video! filled with intensity,
and daily awareness that I am not part of them
and only DESERVE

am further saddened by WrongPlanet becoming
another video.
I have lost my parents
(one distant and cold)
(one detached from her kids)
(and a 84year old grandmother who is the one
who raised me as her own)
=one video(something distant and to watch)
My I-Physical attachements are alway on fragile
mode.
=another video(something distant and to watch)
Hmmmmm? WrongPlanet video(the one with
inclusive forums, and unfriendlieness towards
strangers). If this were you(being a NT, AS/HFA,
ASD) HOW WOULD THESE ACTIONS MAKE YOU
FEEL? Hmmmm?
most unpleased,
Ghosthunter
P.S.....This is what happens when cuts go DEEP!
Last edited by Ghosthunter on 20 May 2005, 12:28 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Life isn't like a video. Watching it is.
IMO Life is like a play in a theatre. We are all in the play. Try to amuse yourself as long as you're in it. When you get off the stage and take a chair among the public, you are not amusing yourself anymore. You're watching. Just watching. Doing nothing. There is nothing outside the theatre. You can't get out. So better do something onstage instead of watching and getting sick of it.
If you don't like seeing helpless cases, don't look at them too much. Be aware, but do not get obsessed of them. Try to help people where you _can_. That's your usefulness in the play.
I hope this makes some sense :P
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[#doom] <Jon^D> zeur: you're not making any sense
[#doom] <zeurkous> do i ever?
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Life is a opera. Everyone shouts and sings at incredbily loud volumes in foreign languages that no one seems to understand but everyone pretends to understand it. All sound and fury, no real action.
Oddly enough, I like to listen to some opera. . . .
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All your bass are belong to us.
Life contains as much action as you want.
You're not the only one here :P
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[#doom] <Jon^D> zeur: you're not making any sense
[#doom] <zeurkous> do i ever?
Hey Ghosthunter, I don't think I've replied to any of your posts before, but that doesn't mean I don't read them and get the idea that you're having a rough time. You have an unusual, but compelling, style of writing, laced with metaphors and personal thoughts. Though I can relate to stuff you say, it's hard to articulate ones thoughts in a reply that would seem to have some meaning: in attempting to, the words appear trite; insulting and patronising, even. In reality the thoughts are not that way, but one wouldn't wish to compound an already difficult situation. I'd suspect many people feel the same.
As for the homelessness thing, if you lived over here I'm sure I'd be able to find you a room for a while, but given the width of the Atlantic all I can do is wish you best of luck.
Oh, btw, I like your poetry.
Now that I bleed myself on this computer
screen to yours, I am glad you responded.
I realize that even a video-like life sucks,
but I am always glad that I can help others.
I may not see past my own mirror, but
I can at least try.
Thankyou very much for letting me bleed
on you monitors from my 14"tft PB display.
Ghosthunter, and I feel a little fiestier
again.
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Glad to hear it mate. I also have difficulty in responding appropriately to your posts as I've mentioned to you I think, which is why I tend to talk to you in PM. I hope you manage to get some peace for your head soon - and bleed here as much as you need.

Dunc
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