Riik wrote:
Sometimes I wish this was the wrong planet... there are times where humanity just does things that truly sickens me, and I really don't want to be a part of it. Heck I don't feel like a part of it, but as has already been said, that's probably more down to the effects of living with autism in a world designed for a different neurology.
I'm not a spiritual person - I don't feel spiritually anything, beyond the fact that I don't think my physical self properly represents my mental self. By all means, I'm open to spiritual thinking, as long as it doesn't contradict with science and logic. I just don't feel myself drawn to spiritual answers.
So is this the wrong planet? In some ways yes, in some ways no. I feel I'd be better off in another place (provided such a place exists somewhere out there), but I don't think I'm on this world by accident or through some sort of voodoo or whatever. I'm here as a result of history. Now where I will go after my life here ends... that is the true mystery.
Two things:
1.) I like what you said. I would like to continue this in private if you wish. Just PM me if you're interested.
2.) Like the statement in your signature. A very clean and concise way of stating an objective I seek, but could not put into words. "We should adapt - but we should not conform." I do seek to adapt, but not conform. Until I saw that in print here, I did not, could not make that separation. Thank you for that.
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Diagnosed April 14, 2016
ASD Level 1 without intellectual impairments.
RAADS-R -- 213.3
FQ -- 18.7
EQ -- 13
Aspie Quiz -- 186 out of 200
AQ: 42
AQ-10: 8.8