23 Jul 2016, 7:37 pm
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23 Jul 2016, 7:41 pm
...It's a street/indie-style promo for the new revival of a certain musical ! 
Mem-reeee , all alone in the mooonliiight...
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
23 Jul 2016, 7:49 pm
I swear I wasn't even drinking last night and that's very unusual for me.
Maybe it was caused by alcohol withdrawal. 
23 Jul 2016, 7:59 pm
Raleigh wrote:
Maybe it was caused by alcohol withdrawal.
What is alcohol psychosis?
I woke up about two years ago, confused, scared and institutionalized and I had no memories and I couldn't remember my name. They said this was caused by substance induced psychosis so this can cause some very, very serious problems. However, I don't know how much faith I put into that because I remember nothing the weeks prior to my hospitalization and there is some evidence that I was abused by medical staff. My medical records have me as John Doe and they seem incomplete when I ordered them. Plus my family said that I talked about electroconvulsive therapy when I was there and said I was scared of staff which I have no memory of and honestly it kinda looks more like they gave me electroconvulsive therapy against my will more then substance induced psychosis. However that is where I picked the term up and it could be what is happening to you. I would stop all drugs for a few weeks and see what happens.
23 Jul 2016, 8:19 pm
23 Jul 2016, 8:26 pm
...But maybe you'll be reborn , to enjoy a new life , if you get out under the moon and gather by the post 
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Raleigh wrote:
^ Well, that settles it.
It's (1) I'm batshit crazy.
It's (1) I'm batshit crazy.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
23 Jul 2016, 8:26 pm
Raleigh wrote:
I'm not sure if this is in any way autism related, but does anyone here experience anxiety related peripheral hallucinations e.g. seeing cats that aren't there?
Why does this happen?
I have several theories:
(1) I'm batshit crazy.
(2) Anxiety has made me hyper-vigilant to the point where I'm imagining things and jumping at shadows.
(3) Some kind of pressure in the eye which causes spots to appear in the corners, which my brain then translates into cats.
(4) My cat is gaslighting me and possibly plotting my death.
I'm thinking it's most likely (2) but I wouldn't rule out (4).
Does anyone have any thoughts on this?
Why does this happen?
I have several theories:
(1) I'm batshit crazy.
(2) Anxiety has made me hyper-vigilant to the point where I'm imagining things and jumping at shadows.
(3) Some kind of pressure in the eye which causes spots to appear in the corners, which my brain then translates into cats.
(4) My cat is gaslighting me and possibly plotting my death.
I'm thinking it's most likely (2) but I wouldn't rule out (4).
Does anyone have any thoughts on this?
I know now you feel, I too have hallucinations from time to time. I would say that for both of us the cause is (2).
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Ya, I'm weird like that...
23 Jul 2016, 8:29 pm
ASS-P wrote:
...But maybe you'll be reborn , to enjoy a new life , if you get out under the moon and gather by the post ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !Lol.
If you can't beat the cats, join them?
23 Jul 2016, 8:32 pm
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23 Jul 2016, 8:44 pm
^ do they look like this:
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