...AB ~ CC in Cali is not free .
There would also , frankly , be the cost of the books & tech & general fees-stuff for going to school (It is apparently likely that I could obtain enuff 2 pay 4 a semester of that in grants/whatevva , but I sure could not do that meself and I don't know how long it would take) , not to mention my utter inability with much of that stuff - Everybody just expects me to find out how " from someone else " and won't try to help me on that THEMSELF !
If tomorrow were the start of the new semester and I was , somehow , registered and the above all paid for , would I be able to go three times a week across town ?
Health-wise strictly alone - maybe . However , the lack of a decent place to stay (most of all , the blinding light , as I'll call it , and the " lead ") , certainly including the lack of any sitting chair and desk in that space to read & do homework at , would alone render it impossible , really . I admit , if it were too-morrow I wouldn't be ready to homework , etc. - and , I don't have decent enough clothes ! (Obviously , I'm not going to go tomorrow anyway , so...)
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!