Really need help and experience with this

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*popping thiss one off at 1am on nyquil thc and half asleep excuse the half assed writing

First, I would like to say that I do not care if you disagree with me and I am not here to debate whether what I am doing is right or wrong. What I am here for is to learn ways which I can as an autistic individual become a normie. I want to know about all the different autistic stereotypes so that I can avoid them in order to dissuade any suspicion towards me being autistic or some kind of weirdo. I think if I actually try and learn the correct behaviors and then stick to them that I can then overcome this illness.

I have studied philosophy and morality and in my studies have concluded that autistic people are generally morally debased. The fundamentals of good and evil are selflessness vs selfishness. Autism and introversion cause an alignment towards self-absorption. Which in and of itself is not dangerous, but if the autistic mind is led astray it can reach dark and dangerous corners of the human psyche. I know this through my own personal experiences and further investigations. I will not go into great detail into my past as it is a sensitive topic, but I lived the autistic lifestyle and hung out with a negatively influencing crowd of autists, so I do speak from genuine experience.

Thus, if we interpret autism on this spectrum of morality to be towards the poorer end we can deduce that its antithesis; being a normal person is the morally and objectively correct method to live by. I've been trying hard over the past year and a half to undo a lot of my autistic behaviors and preferences, hobbies, and the like in order to pass myself off as a more pleasant and likable individual. I have a job and I practice my social skills quiet well there but it's impossible to know everything on your own. So give me all your guides, books, and whatever wisdom you have that can teach me how to completely free myself of being autistic by acting like a normal person. I need to study this stuff hard and quick for the upcoming year. I already see a doctor but he isn't that much in the way of help and I don't mind the outside consultancy.

I'm skipping town in a year to start a new life as a farmer. I shall never tell a soul about autism or that I have any emotional/mental problems or whatever. It's my shame and my responsibility alone. To ensure that I keep this secret to the grave I want to be as outwardly non autistic and normie-kosher as I can be. Nobody I ever encounter should ever even think to ponder to assume that I might be a little weird or funny. I'm being 100% serious here, I really need help.

I am not going disagree here but just on the topic of what drugs OP stated he was on, if by thc he means weed then I can assure you mixing thc with nyquil will probably lead to the kind of thoughts OP is having troll or not. Depending of course if its a sativa or an indica. indicas tend to cause drowsiness and I don't have to state what nyquil does. My point is that OP is on Pluto, you guys have fun with one another but bear that in mind before totally labeling him a troll.

Go to bed OP.

Unfortunately, the rules don't exempt people who break them when under the influence of substances.