I have felt overwhelmed by situation by mum and my sisters asking questions about mowing the lawn in clear days hot for me my body doesnt want to do mowing frustration builds up i dont scream i was swearing my mother and sisters and situation got worst i felt people hates me and used me and then i got really angry crying swearing at my self end up self harm kicking the bricks hurt my foot my mind cant think anything and then threw patrol mower tainer over the yard i didnt scream during meltdown but crying and very angry and then went inside threw busket over the table during crying and then went look at dogs they were scared and hit the door really hard didnt know i hurt my fingers but i didnt mean hurt my self it just happens and no one home but dogs with me afraid of my meltdown i find this very dangerous for my self went in bathroom crying and crying swearing trying calm down its hard i went call my aunty while crying asking for help from pain and frustration its gets worst from pain i thought im going die i told her i need help with my fingers is swolled and bruised and cut nail doesnt look normal by the way i was soo scared of dying i didnt mean hurt my self can someone is this meltdown?
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 142 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 87 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
Diagnosis Asperger's Syndrome back in 2005
also have Anxiety Disorder, OCD
Severe to Profound on my left ear and have cochlear implant on Right ear i'm Deaf
10 Oct 2016, 5:45 am
