I notice, too, that my symptoms get much worse when I'm under stress; good or bad. I just plain shut down. I can't think straight, can't focus, can't make eye contact, I stutter and can't easily speak up for myself in stressful situations. Recently, I got approved for an apartment. I'm very excited about it, yet quite nervous, because this will be the first time ever that I'm living on my own in my own place. I guess what I'm most afraid of is that I won't know what to do or be too lonely. I mean, yeah, there's a team from Thresholds who's going to help me out, but still. This is a huge deal for me, especially going from one environment to another. That's a major thing that stresses me out is change of environment. Well, I'm sure I'll get used to it soon enough; at least I hope so.