I could get evicted .

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Going by a letter I received to-day , the possibility of me being put out of my temporary room (which I have no tenant's rights on as I've said before) exists_I got a written warning again , I may not have spoken of previous warnings here?? , but this one had the phrase " Final Warning " or so on it (though it may have been " This is the prelude to a final warning ").....................

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

I've got my fingers crossed that you don't get evicted. I hope they get smart and they don't evict you for anything stupid.

...Thank you , C.R. - something good happened to-day , but so did something bad

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

What happened that would warrant a warning being given?

Any further news? I hope things go well with you.

...It is Monday .
After only , very briefly , being able to compute on Thursday , I COULD NOT ACCESS A COMPUTER AT ALL!! !! !! !! !! ! on Fri.-Sun. , two of those days entirely non-expected .
I had/have very big news , too ~ News that may not be as completely " nice " as it may seem on first glance , however .
I registered for CCSF - not enrolled in - While I haven't gotten the confirmation that I am in for the Spring semester that begins in Jan.(?!) it's basically aytomatic , I'm sure that I am .
If I go , it would be very much dependent on:
(1) There being suitable classes for me , which I can get into .
(2) Whether sufficient funds for the college in itself , the books and tech I'll need (Which I'll be starting from a position of absolute zero for having school-oriented tech at , remember .) and general " fees " beyond those items -
However - My health , my living situation , and the question of how the acadenmic situation would work out all could get in the way of my going .
I'll detail later , here for " personal " and my " Crying..." thread in School for the school stuff , but it's possible , anyhow , that the numbered things above could work out right and then , if things aren't sufficiently prepared/whatever in the health & background and the academic corners , I could end up not being able to go , or go only very minimally .
I don't think it would be very good for me to go and not do well , maybe in Silicon Valley " you're allowed - even expected - to fail " but I'm in Silicon Suburb , not Valley and I don't know that the powers-that-be would apply that to me .
Oh , and my cheap " message-phone " is no longer online as a phone , or Internet device , or texter as my minutes ran out and I don't have the money to renew them - Even as my clothing and bedding situation , in the wake of the physical problems I've outlined already , have be at (especially the bedclothes ) very minimal there .
Maybe this is too downbeat - I wanted to get it across however .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

That's fantastic, re: registering for CCSF... it's a big step, so congratulations for taking it.

Hopefully you can be enrolled and get a nice bit of education under way.

...Okay...Frankly , my own , PERSONAL health is a problem ` and the circumstances around me , the way I'm living , REALLY is a problem ! !! !! !! !! !!
Most of all , there's my room . With:
The " lead " and " kleig lights " interfering with me (And , yes , I think that they are real .) .
My general screwed-up sleeping pattern - which the lights , certainly , add to .
No bathroom in the room - with my digestion/elimination problems (as I have outlined) I can REALLY take a long time to get dressed and go out , aside from my OCD-ness .
No chair to be able to set on , let alone a desk or table - How would I do homework ?
Not enough light to comfortable read at night , even (Doing so then quite strains my eyes . Really .)
Lack of any way to cook , or even store/refrigerate , food .
There may be more I could add - But I rather doubt that I could do it from there , that I could handle - how many ??? - classes a week , 3 or more?? - and I wonder whether my worker really can arrange all this in essentially just two months , especially during the " endless holidays " portion of the year:( .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Body ability-wise , let's point out my - at least semi- - crippledness . Just now , a problem has been happening in my left leg ~ Not the right where the kneecap was fracturd (I have stopped wearing the brace , as my message below now reflects .) , the left .

ASS-P wrote:

No chair to be able to set on , let alone a desk or table - How would I do homework ?

Well, let's hope you can be enrolled.

Regarding homework, maybe you can stay at the campus and complete your homework there each day. Or go in to campus on your days off and do homework there aswell, if it's not too hard to travel there.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I at least somewhat , now , have discussed that on the " lost my shoes " thread .
You know ~ what I REALLY need - in order both to regain my health back in general - and to (perhaps) get enough strength to deal with going to CCSFclasses , etc. is to REALLY have a decent place to rest and restore my health - Not here (with the lead and klieg lights and lack of a bathroom and decent lights , for four ~ and my going out so much to get the computer time I am doing this during now ! !! !! ) , the present place won't allow me to rest and re-build enough .
It's like back during the time prior to my big toes both being amputated - During the time leading up to that , I would say " If I only had a grandma or aunt at which to stay " , or like that , in-between getting decent treatment !
But I didn't receive such , and so they were amputated .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!