I don't know why I feel I have to live a self imposed obscurity type of lifestyle whether it is with family or other people every time I try to fit in or ''have good time'' I end up getting upset or why I end up getting ''annoyed'' with my aunt living here feeling she is ''up my ass'' and get annoyed with the constant phone calls from her family and with family and society why I feel living a ''obscure'' or ''unique'' life is looked down upon feel I am always looked at as ''odd''
19 Dec 2020, 5:57 pm
