I'm truly sick to my stomach. I've lived in the same town for over 10 years and have been absolutely ruined by it. I blame my family a lot for the situations they put me in. The past 6 or 7 years have been the hardest. The past few years I have been going through some of the worst betrayal you can imagine. I have literally been treated like trash. Without revealing too much I will say that that is not much that can be done to reverse the situation. "I'm living in the now." If that makes much sense. The biggest problems stems from it seems like everybody I make contact with treats me like a threat and is intimated. I blame the state and town I live in because there is basically a huge stereotype here that people think of when they look at me. I recently watched a video of a boy born with a face tumor and he said, "Own your face." That is what I have always been trying to do. It seems when ever I'm happy that means others almost always ARE NOT! People just hate everything about me. I'm not one to care about these things and I don't lose sleep over it. However, it effect every point of my life. I just had to write this as therapy.
25 Feb 2017, 9:58 pm
