ocean wrote:
i really dont know how to answer these questions...my mother used to be a secratary...i ask people with spiritual knowledge for help...i know theres trained hackers here and real students...i know things about light therapy...ive been trying to clean thing with a lot of soap and deturgent...i make spelling errors when i knw they can be corrected easily...i had and have bad memory...i hardly smoke any more...i make the same mistakes...and i know i might die soon cuz of meds ive been taking all my life...and i just dont want to make any more mistakes
yes paranoid schizophrenia...ive been in a mental hospital for many years...many over the years...ive done every therapy...every kind
i dont know anything about politics...not much
i wish i knew less about the world.
knowing little about politics might make one more vulnerable to being taken advantage of, on a large scale, but i can definitely see the benefits. being exposed to that crap constantly truly drives one nuts, i have found.
well, you are getting responses now.
i very rarely open threads...i have nothing to contribute, and they die almost instantly.
i think you smoking less is the complete opposite of a mistake. it's worrying when you say that the medications you are on may end up killing you...how exactly do you mean?
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