firemonkey wrote:
Some people seem to fit both a psychosis spectrum and an autism spectrum diagnosis.
For the longest time I thought I had schizophrenia , my family thought I had schizophrenia and they told other people I had schizophrenia ( thanks guys
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). I have not been diagnosed with it and I have talked with psychiatrists about having it and have been told in no uncertain terms that I do not have it.
The more I read about ASD the more it's becomes the logical answer to my issues.
There is no doubt that I have had what feel like psychotic breaks in the past ( derealization , conspiracy theories , suicidal ideation) when under huge amounts of stress but even these can issues can be answered with ASD , in fact I have found ASD evidence for every symptom I've had , this could just be cognitive bias though.
For the last year I have been quite positive about the possibility of having ASD , I felt as long as I knew what was wrong with me , I would be happy.
In the last day or so my feelings have changed as my lack of self awareness is shocking to me and made me feel very naive and childlike , I am now actually scared about getting a diagnosis of ASD and the implications ( it could just be anxiety though).
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