Diagnosing Asperger's

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Hi. I'm 17, female, and I'm not officially diagnosed with Asperger's, though I've been taking into consideration it might be the problem, and might explain why I do the things I do.
I've literally been researching, and taking quizzes non-stop since yesterday morning. I honestly can't believe it's night of the next day.
First, I took the Aspie quiz and scored 155 of 200, with a very high score when it comes to attachment and ADD problems. However, then, I found a list of symptoms for Aspie women taken from the book "Aspien girl", since they seem to be different from men's.

I don't have a very vivid memory of my childhood. However, I did definitely have household problems & issues with bullying due to my weird habits. I remember being yelled at a lot for lacking "common sense". I was uncoordinated. Academically, I've always had a hard time with reading comprehension, and focusing (it's still very difficult for me). In 9th grade, I had a problem with trying to fit in by acting stupid, and had a problem with slapping people randomly, and ignoring ppl. Of course, ppl got mad at me.

To cope with all of this stress, I began drawing a lot. But then, I dropped that interest completely, and turned to youtube, which is what I use to escape, specifically gameplays. I even use it as a background noise when I do other things, or else I feel anxious. I HAVE to have my computer or my phone with me for this reason solely. When I still feel overwhelmed, I rock back and forth for comfort, even in public, which people have pointed out. I also quite enjoy doing intense research about different things related to health mostly, or pretty much anything I hear about/never heard of.

Lack of identity and attachment really resonated with me. I tend to try to imitate others around me. I have a big problem with staring and observing other people, how they speak to others, how they walk, speak, it can be intense. If I get caught doing it, I ge uncomfortable, and even really upset with myself.

Socially, I tend to do nothing but complain about things around me and point out others' flaws. I always come off too strong, as many pointed out. I get overly excited, and begin talking about random things. When others speak to me, I tend to be in my own head, usually thinking about what I want to research or watch later. I get bored of "friends", lose interest, and just kinda stop speaking to them. People have also pointed out my voice is rly loud, and I've frequently been called childish and immature from my actions. I tend to just make weird faces a lot to bring reactions out of people, usually doing that both because I want them to think I'm funny & that I usually make inappropriate faces anyway. Much of the time, I don't understand what I'm supposed to do or say in a situation, so I joke , smile, or inappropriately laugh.

However, I seem to realize my faults much later, and completely breakdown because of them. I talk out loud to myself, usually with degrading language. I also saw things like acid reflux and in general stomach issues, which I've had my whole life.

The thing I don't feel I resonate with is sensory issues? At least, I don't know.. I am sensitive to loud noises, and sensitive to smells and tight clothing. Also the fact that I'm able to understand and use sarcasm, and usually know when someone is uninterested in me, or doesn't like me anymore, possibly through my experiences with bullying? As I think I did have problems with that as a child...

Maybe it's not Aspergers, I'm not sure. It does effect my personal life, as I can't maintain relationships, which frustrates me a lot, I feel like I can't enjoy anything besides watching gaming videos on youtube, which makes it hard to choose a major, and I get so frustrated academically because I can't focus or understand things. Can anyone interpret this? I might have more symptoms I can't think of right now..

It can be hard to diagnose a developmental disorder like Aspergers at your age because other mental illnesses start to show up and need to be considered. When you are very young one can safely discount other mental illnesses because they don't normally show up until adulthood.

Welcome to wrong planet.

As you probably realize from your research you have many traits associated with Aspergers including sensory sensitivities. It can mean another condition or Aspergers co occurring with other conditions.

Since these traits are affecting your life in a negative way now would be the time to try and get a diagnosis because as an adult it gets more difficult to find clinicians that are not too expensive or clinicians that understand how autism presents in adult women. I would advise speaking to your school psychologist to see what resources they have and if they are any good.

Is this the test you did? I just did it and this is my result.

Seems pretty autismo to me, should prob still get a proper diagnoses though. People can be a real pain if you don't. I also draw but I get a lot of anxiety which makes me physically unable to draw most of the time (familiar?), so I mostly spend my time on the internet.

I had a lot less symptoms and still got diagnosed with Aspergers so if you honestly feel like you have it talk to a doctor.

Yes, that's the test. It says I can't post an image because I'm new, though.
Thank you guys for being supportive, I was afraid to see if/what people responded.
My college has a resource center for persons with disabilites, with a female who specializes in autism and brain injury apparently, so I could message her soon. But maybe I'll wait - better analyze my daily habits.