Wish i could walk away but i have too much invested in family to just up and disappear , which to me sounds just as bad as committing suicide or running away without good reason. Also not forgetting I will be walking into the unknown, and for me personally would find myself without shelter, and most likely a hobo living on the streets.
A fresh start for me would be changing my routine with regards to looking for jobs, clearing my debts, apply for any temp agencies I can easily get to. Theres only so much I can do.