SteelMaiden wrote:
I know obviously that hallucinations/paranoia/etc are all to do with the paranoid schiz., but there are some other, more behavioural traits/symptoms that I am not sure I can attribute to AS or to the paranoid schiz.
When put under the scrutiny of doctors I had to convince them that my reactions to sensory stimuli were not at all the result of hallucinations, but very genuine and valid responses to being overstimulated by particular lights and noises.
This is extremely difficult to convey if these lights and noises are denied by everyone else.
I believe it would have been all too easy for doctors to have dismissed my sensitivity to sensory stimuli as hallucinations and made a misdiagnosis of a schizo-related disorder.
Perhaps the crucial element is not
what you are experiencing, but
how you manage to communicate this with others, especially those making any diagnoses. I am mute and write things down- use a computer if you want to. Do not let them tell you it is anything more severe than it actually is because of a communication failure.