I did Shotokan karate, kung fu, kajukenbo, capoeira, and taekwondo.. I did martial arts for about 7 years. I think my autism made me better at it. My savant thing. I channeled all of the sensory overload and social awkwardness into powerful and graceful katas/forms.
Watch the movie Chocolate. It's about an autistic martial artist girl, she's around 12, and she gets in fights to save her mom. It's in Chinese though but you can have subtitles on it.
Martial arts is very peaceful, I miss it but at least I can do gymnastics. Exercise is very thereputic I wish I remembered my katas but I do remember basics, techniques that Shotokan karate instilled in me. I did it to learn and to be strong and powerful I want to really understand, not just earn a black belt. I have heard that your real martial arts schooling starts after earning a black belt. If I could choose one, I would go back to Kung fu (wu shu) because it is my favorite. I hope someday I will. ![Laughing :lol:](./images/smilies/icon_lol.gif)
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whether as victor or vanquished, isn't it better than sullen resignation?