I made a list of stuff that makes me feel better: Doreen Virtue books and angel cards, diazepam with alcohol (don't recommend), flowers, taking a rose petal bath with essential oils, this book called Carmilla, yuri visual novels, wearing white dresses or shirts, Chrestomanci audiobooks, writing in my journal, writing in my blogspot diary, reading antique books because the speech is more pleasant, spraying perfume, hypnosis, cleaning, massages, going to this butterfly house, anime, classical music, reading fairytales, kimchi my favourite food, cocaine (don't recommend), travelling and meeting people from the internet, browsing Etsy, my pink wand :s, pampering myself, fluffy things, orange juice, watching snuff because it makes me glad to be alive (don't recommend), grapes dipped in lemon juice, caviar, going to the funfair at night by myself, the circus, picnics, mindfulness, lighting candles in church when I'm desperate, tarot cards, smoking (don't recommend, learning Romanian, The Whispering Corridors horror films, playing violin and buying stuff from this place: http://www.akatako.net/ Right now I am reading a book about the teachings of Lord Krishna. Something I want to try is creating my own crises hotline. I got the idea from this book called Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk. Another favourite book is Raggle Taggle by Professor Walter Starkie. The movie Corpse Bride comforts me but Lost Highway is also good.
That's all I can really share in public. I hope it helps.