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neptunekh
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03 Nov 2018, 11:26 am

I feel like a bad person all the time and I hate myself. I wish sometimes someone would kill me.



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03 Nov 2018, 11:32 am

All humans are drawn to evil- no human is a good human.
So all humans can do is strive to become better and that is how they become better, by working at creating a habit of doing good and avoiding evil.

Autistic traits do not make anyone bad, if those are what you feel bad for.


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03 Nov 2018, 9:12 pm

I felt like that alot as a kid & teen. I was under alot of stress from skewl(bullied alot by my peers & singled out by teachers & principles in elementary). My mom was on my back alot about things & I kept having lots of meltdowns with her cuz of it & we'd yell at each other & stuff. My mom would sometimes say how they must of brought the wrong kid home from the hospital because their kid would not behave like that. She also threatened to send me to juvi, military skewl, have me arrested, or put up for adoption because of my bad behavior while having meltdowns cuz I would scream & curse her out. Then I ended up being punished by having my TV taken away when I really needed that & vid games to wind down when I got home which caused me more stress & would lead to more meltdowns.


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