Same here. It has been 15 years or so since I was “with” anyone. It just doesn’t fit with me. I tried, but no matter who I was with, not much of anything happened, at least from my end.
I just figured if I wanted to see someone again, there couldn’t be any sex involved. With no sex involved, you know how many people I have been involved with? I could lose a couple fingers on one hand and still have free fingers.
I think I am better off alone anyway...
EDIT: that’s not to say I am frustrated though. Just sometimes wonder what it would be like.