Trogluddite wrote:
It seems that it's my conscious mind that's clumsy and fumbling, yet I have a sub-conscious "auto-pilot" which is much more competent and graceful.
The situation seems a bit familiar to me...
If I get more conscious, bits of me gets a bit slow, processing gives heavier encumbrance and... 'Forgot' how to do things unconsciously do things swiftly. It happens the more often my working memory gets worse. The worse my working memory, the, well, worse it gets.
My own work around was a stronger spatial sense over relying on visual sense, after visually sizing the situation.
It's actually tricky. It's like drawing from a weird layer of muscle memory, a more conscious proprioceptive process, it kinesthetically may feel clumsy/awkward, it could even look that way.
Or at least felt like doing it the first time despite having done it right many times before; yet still get the job done... Most at the time so far.
I can't do this when I have impaired spatial sense, or that my EF is too weak to pull off.
Being more conscious on unfamiliar situations or locations is actually common, and being conscious means it's easy to incline to use more visual processing (likely for memorization) over spatial being in the background.