neosoc wrote:
For any aspies here who have paracosms/engage in immersive daydreaming:
1. Do you find it easy to "lose yourself" in them (i.e. enjoy or becoming the different characters in them)?
2. Does anyone else especially enjoy "playing" the antagonists?
Absolutely!!
I've done this since childhood. I think my daydreaming started as a kind of escapism to deal with the confusion of the real world. My mind readily creates very detailed expansive imaginary worlds. My own children love this as I can make up immersive epic stories for them at bedtime which they really enjoy. Yes, I do find I get lost in my world and characters. I thoroughly enjoy "living" as both my antagonists and protagonists. Their lives are much more exciting that my own.
But, I've found my daydreaming can also can have a dark side. Often my imaginary worlds become more real and important than the tangible world. Particularly if I'm stressed, I get thoroughly lost in them. They take on a life of their own and some have become obsessions. Also, sometimes these worlds become very very dark and I'm traumatised by my own imagination.